~Often time’s when human’s discover

my beloved son’s tragic position, they quickly back far away from me. It does hurt, yet not as much as it did before. I enjoy being with myself. I am good company. I enjoy the few genuine #friends I do have.
For over a decade I have been struggling through life with a broken heart. It was as if life had plunged a dagger into me. It stuck deep in my heart and remained wedged inside as I carried on for the love of my child. It was cutting deep into my body, my mind, my #spirit into the core of my #soul .
I could not continue on this path. I had lost my first born son Brett in Dec 2020 to diabetes, again I was knocked down. For three month’s I found it hard to get out of bed. I gained 35 pound’s, and felt like I had instantly aged five year’s.
I believed I’d lost all that was dear to me, including a slight feeling inside that I was still pretty. I got back up. I had no #choice , my now an only child, my #beloved #son still needed me.
I attribute my getting knocked down in #life from a lack of #knowledge poor choices followed… I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO QUIT. I kept getting back up again and again. What #option did I have? Who will help Bryce?

In the summer of 2021 I met someone online. Not a lover or anything to do with romance. A kindred Spirit of sorts. This human simply started chatting with me, surly Godsend as this person did not speak inappropriate to me, was non aggressive and never criticized me. Thus… I stayed and I listened. In time I was encouraged and more, this caused the redirecting of my spirit. You have taken up residence in my heart…I-AM-GRATEFUL🌹
I started to desire to see and experience what POSITIVE could do for my life. Basically all I had to do was devote QUALITY TIME to unlearning and relearning… and INCREASE FEEDING MY SPIRIT. I was to nourish God within me. I did and I am changing for the better. Standing up and dusting myself off again, only this time with a newly still under construction… #foundation
A decade of seemingly 24/7 fear, sadness, heartbreak and sense of continuous loss has GREATLY DISSIPATED. My wounded soul is healing! It is the workings and wonder of the highest, living God. It is of a Genuine-Spiritual-Nature. I give honor to Creator, Spirits, my and other’s Ancestors, Angel’s, Celetial & Devine Beings, positive Soul’s still walking this earth. To MYSELF and to YOU who think kindly of us, as we are of value #humanbeings
My belief is that some way, my beloved son Bryce Vandergrift, will reap the benefits of this Mother’s Love.
Son, 🌎 I L❤VE YOU TO
#infinity & BEYOND.
So if you’d like to assist in the increased #harmony here on planet earth, if you will simply enjoy my spirit singing 🎶 please bring yourself to OVERLOOK the POLLUTION of THIS WORLD that seeks to attach to “everyone-of-us” say hi, or like something, I’ll send you a smile, wish you well or like you back. If you are doing WONDERFUL
tell me, as
💝 I AM HAPPY FOR YOU!
kind regards
ms. dorothymariepelletier Bryce’s MoM ~ #dorothypelletier brycevandergrift #vandergriftbrett
🌹~ #VANDERGRIFT ~🌹 is a TX wrongfully convicted Special-Needs-Child. He had just turned fifteen and failed the eighth grade. He was given a thirty year plea deal, bench trial and has served almost twelve year’s. NOTE: Just because a Judge finds someone guilty without reasonable doubt, does not make this fact. It means no one presented your defense to the court. Bryce’s lawyer did not present our CHILD’S STRONG DEFENSE, his father, #davidvandgergrift, paid him.
This child did NOT shoot anyone, my son WAS taken advantage of I fully believe by the victim’s wife and their son because of his cognitive disabilities, Bryce was manipulated & Set Up to be framed. Evidence show’s she was involve in the murder of her husband and her son to be the shooter. He was deemed an assessor. Bryce deemed shooter & mastermind.
Bryce’s brain could NOT handle defending itself against manipulation. #SUBSTANTIAL #EVIDENCE #EXIST. #Laws Broken, #Right’s Violated.
You had him for two year’s. DavidLeeVandergrift, if you did not want him, you could have returned him to me in FL and reinstated child support. NOTE: If your child is incarcerated, you are relinquished of all parental & financial obligations and responsibilities.
Bryce continues to forgive all. I must follow him in this forgiveness. I know the victims & Bryce’s truth.
We require a small group of GENUINE people that want to right a wrong, #together let’s enjoy CELEBRATING this VICTORY!
Expecting our Happy Ending.
🌹~L❤VE~🌹

***HEART ~ BRAIN RELATIONSHIP https://youtu.be/WhxjXduD8qw
***CLASSICAL ~ INSTRUMENTAL EXSPERIENCE https://youtu.be/hN_q-_nGv4U
I am going through the same thing with my son, Scotty. He’s schizophrenic and has been bounced around Skyview , Coffield and Wynne Units for 7 years. 6 of them in AdSeg, without a diagnosis. Recently, 12-8-21, he was transferred from Skyview to Coffield after being there for almost a year. I’m sure he’s traumatized , I can’t talk to him until they finish evaluating him. They finally put him on Abilify, 3 months ago , after years of pleading with everyone i could talk to about his condition. I’ve been praying just like you and asking for God’s mercy to release my son from this nightmare. I would love to talk to you more about our common pain for our sons. I know exactly the pain you have!
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💕 <~ my & my son’s heart & 💕 <~ you & you son’s heart. Your word’s have me chocked up right now. It is good they have given Scotty Abilify, it is the higher quality med.
I am just finishing up a letter to my son. Are you on FB? I am.
(((((hugs)))))
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Thank you for sharing this heartfelt testimony.
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